I woke up one day and realized that I was "weird", that I didn't belong except maybe on the Island of Misfit Toys!
I cried, I felt ALONE, isolated, like no one would just accept ME FOR ME.
Have you ever felt like that?
My journey really began when after studying a unique way to train horses, I discovered personal development. I realized that the connection between what I was doing with horses and how they could help people was way more than merely "training horses'. So I began my mission of bringing people together and healing through horses.
It wasn't always an easy journey. I was stuck in a bad marriage and felt completely hopeless to follow my dreams. I was trying my best to do what I 'should' only to face misery and feeling trapped everyday. Everything seemed good on the outside, but on the inside I was dying. And then I learned that the life that I was living was a complete house of cards and I found that life as I knew it was over. A disastrous divorce, unsure of the future and now finding myself almost 40, waitressing and alone.
The one thing I had that saved me was my horse.
What I didn't know at the time was...
It was the beginning and it was going to take more than I ever thought possible.
And so I began, taking my pain everyday and putting one foot in front of the other, I did whatever I needed to to make ends meet. I was putting on that 'face' of bravery for the world and trying rebuild my life.
I knew I was doing something right with the work I was doing with the horses, I just didn't know where it would lead me or how hard it was going to be. The feeling of isolation was crushing and I longed for love and connection. So I studied and learned and went to every seminar, retreat expo, fair, networking event I could manage. I read hundreds of books, worked my butt off as I built what is now known as Zenerjen, my soul's purpose for being on planet Earth and how I know I can serve people just like you!
And through the vision of growth and service, saving horses and changing lives, I have created the NEW Quantum Community. I am so excited about this community and project. It is the grass roots of connection through Source, horses, nature and each other. A space that is safe to connect, learn grow and serve. To love horses, each other and ourselves.
It's simple. And shouldn't life be a little more simple?